semakin gelap dan amat memenatkan .. =D

bape lame dah tak typing kat blog yang tah kurun bila aku tak bukak,,haha,,kenape lah tergerak hati ni nak isi ruangan new post ni,,,org tua2 selalu pesan dah makan simpan,,hehe,,sebab tu kot aku menulis hari ni,,
this is the beginning of our story la kan,,selalu nye aku akan blogging ble time2 aku nak final,nak cuti sem, nak berak pon kadang2,,tapi time ni btol2 jadi lah,,mmg tgah study week,,and just wrote this for my own reminder and my own sake ..
bila mase study week aku da kne curi dgn assignment yang bertimbun,,kenape lecturer bertindak sedemikian,hairan lah,,haha,,kenape tak bagi awal2 mase aku tgah free,,,sepatutnye ni mase aku nak bace buku nak buat revision (nak pasang gundam sbnarnye). tension tol la camney,,pas ney cti sem lak,,dah lah pendek je,,kenape cti sem bkn 14 minggu gak kan,macam mggu2 blaja yang bese,,
terputus harapan lah skali kan nak buat ape yang dah bertangguh selama ni,,akaun siap dah,,lpas ni ade ento plak,,pahtu ade kne buat statistics,,,nak blek pon tak sempat lah skali,,dah lah kne wane wani,,aku bknstudent art lah sir,kenapa sir nak buku sir sbgai assgnment,,kenape bkn assignment yang len sir,harapan nak A je sir sem ni,,hahaha,,harap sir dapat lah buat yang terbaek mase tanda sye pnye paper final nanti,,hahahaha..mancing tak uitm dah lah ade ikan keli je,,selamat ikan keli bleh buat masak lemak cili api,,hehe,makan free sehari,,haha,tapi memancing buat aku mkin hitam la,,jumaat ni blek mst mak marah knape aku hitam sgt,,aku ase nak bagi alasan g kelas jalan kaki la panas2,,nanti mak banje mtr,,tak pon cakap pncuci mke habes,,nak yang vaseline for men,,hahaha,,mst dapat kan2,,hahaha,,arhh,,mengarot je dah ni,,blah dulu lah,,hehehe,,salam..
*get high on life

my note to her

for sure my word is bad..but still remembering  my ex-lecturer saying ''just wrote it''..=)..and i'm here to write something that had something going on with her,,really miss u,but as promise,,5 years to go until its really on,,still remember your advice for this something,,''u are always with me''..and yeah,,me too always with u,,,but,,maybe a kind of apologize if i'm not doing it clearly as ''always with u''..some sort of hell yeah thing,,when i'm there,u are not,,and its held vice versa,,for your reminder,,its has been almost two years i'm not really seeing u,even that a moment watching Ombak Rindu together,i'm not a malay kind of movie's watcher,,and i'm sleeping at most of the time,,why is this all happening,,why would us just be a friend,,a normal friend to friend type of relationship,,i'm totally out of this kind of long distance relationship,,at night,wish to had dinner with u,,watching midnight movie with u,send u at home before its too late,giving u cards,say the precious word as 'i love u' right close to your ears,,,and the most appreciation that getting a feedback from your mouth,,,
really sorry for everything..i'm trying as much as i try..life is too short babe,,
fly high babe,,i'm just follow the flow..wish to keep it off until the time is came by me,,for not making u bored when it is it..